Just to see you again..

When you're here, I can't breathe but its a good suffocation.
When you're gone, I can breathe again, but the air is missing your scent.

When you're here, I can't stop fussing, but its great to fuss with you.
When you're gone, I still can't find silence, all I hear is my tears falling.

Bloggers Thoughts

I guess no matter how good it feels,
how real it tastes;
how beautiful it seems;
No matter how much laughter is heard;

All I can do is wonder, if I was asleep and now,
Maybe I'm awake;

I guess no matter what they say,
you get what you deserve;
Nothing more, nothing less.

Even when you desperately want to prove them wrong,
the truth is;
They may be right.

Sometimes, things change in the heat of the night;
The things you've worked so hard to keep, just won't stop slipping away.

Being human is enough to make mistakes, but in love those mistakes are counted twice;
Even those who support you, sometimes doubt you.
They sometimes have negative comments;

I know that everything happens for a reason,
I know now that Im not sure of my decision of deciding you were my future,
I just don't know how to fix it..

For My Fan...

I'm allergic to ignorance..

Omar.. :p

May 17 2010

I woke up with no expectations. Glad that I woke up. && I had a horrible day. I thought, God this has to be the worst birthday ever. lol. but then I saw your face. I got my one wish without blowing candles that sat on a cake. I got the conversation that I needed for so many months . Thank You God.

Fate is fate.

Revival

Kill Me Love.
&& Bring Me Back To Life.
Walk Away.
But Dont Close The Door Behind You.
If You Left.
I'd Want To Follow You.
But My Pride Might not Subside.
Dont Make Me Chase You.
Because I Shouldnt Have To.
Havent I Been Here, Havent I Held You Down?
Theres No Reason Why I Should Frown.
As Much As I Do Because You Know That I Complete You.
&& My Happiness is At An All Time High When Im With You.
You Promised Your Love.
Your Promise is Here.
I Wont Let You Go Nowhere.
We'll Get Thru This, Day By Day
You Gotta Stay.

When Love

When Love.

Gives you the courage to be there. Through it all.

When Love.

Strengthens your weak and deceived heart.

When Love.

Makes you cry, but then wipes the tears away.

Its like theres nothing else I can do, but Love you.

Im floating so high I dont need nothing else to be right, I just need to love you.

And when its all said and done, you'll always be the one.

Thats why I Love you.

When Love broke my heart and stopped it just to hit restart.

Its the only way I'll sleep at night, knowing that I have you.

You're the only one I never wanna see leave.

Because I never really believed in this love thing. I just went with the flow untill you came. and now this fairytale thing is reality.

And the highs and the lows are worth it baby.

And when its all said and done, you'll always be the one.

Thats why I Love you.

When Love makes me new. Its only because I am able to love you.

When Love finally lasts. It proven to erase the past.

Im here forever. Through the good and rainy weather.

You'll know that I'll never hurt you, I'll never go away.

And When Love dies.

Hope God puts your grave next to mine.

Forever, Anika Harry.

I Know Love..

love me when it hurts.

because i honestly couldnt live life without you.

no matter what you do i'll always come back to you.

do you feel the same way i do?

it hurts to be in love with someone who isnt in love with you.

so dont tell me you love me more.

you'll never love me more.

no matter how many tears i shed for you.

no matter how many times i wanna just walk away from you.

i always do. the same thinq . && thats come back to you.

i'll bend over backwards.

even when my back is breakinq.

even when you're not qivinq your all.

no matter how hard this qet.

i love you too much to qive up on you.

i know you need me.

i know i build you up.

i know i qive you confidence.

i know im the best thinq for you.

i know that no one will live you like me.

i know that no one will make you smile like me. from so far away.

i know we qonna make it.

im your wife. i cant just leave.

when you realize that. 

you'll know what it is to be in love.

With him...

With him i can be myself..

hmmm a little high off love but thats ok..

I never come crashing down.. We fight sometimes and the number of clouds under me changes but i never hit the ground.

The way he loves me is unbelievable..

The way he kisses is heavenly..

God thought of me when He made him...

I cant believe we've come this far

I love him.. I absolutely love him